I was thinking yester-night... there are so many things that i am worried about... i am worried about getting up the next morning... i am worried about what i'll be doing the next day... i am worried about what my boss is gonna "tell" me... i am worried about whether i'm right or wrong... i am worried about who likes me and who doesn't... i am worried about who i am gonna turn out to be... infact i am worried about being worried in the first place.
But then for a moment i realised... that amongst all these worries i was losing something... i was losing my present... the present where instead of worrying about something that i dont know i cud have made someone's day better... i cud have made someone smile... i cud have listened to someone who wanted to talk... and rather than worrying so much.. i cud have seen the sun set by the riverside... i cud have seen birds returning home... i cud have heard the song that Mother nature sings....
("but then what if instead of making that person smile i turn up hurting him or her... and whats the guarantee that the person wnts to smile in the first place..."..... "nyaaaaah who wud not want to smile.... ")
and worst of all now i am worried about all the stuffs that i missed out coz i was worried in the first place....
sigggghhhhh.. i guess some people just dont learn....